this cup is half full, fer cryin' out loud

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Sluggish and Searchin

Oh, this blog.....

remember the Old Wanderingstu?? Especially the early days of it, when it was all tales of adventure?


anyway, after spending time today with 2 of the blog's most devoted fans, Red Neck Aunt and Jenny B [from around the way], I felt compelled to post. As the blog is a small, holographic slice of me, it is natural that I just don't know what to do with it. An overemotional 16-year old art kid, I know what to do with. But me? This blog? Tomorrow? Nah...

I've been considering starting another blog, a secret blog, on which i can dump all of my true emotional turmoil, all the stuff that I fear to put here, lest past, present or future "employers" or "students" happen to find it, and realize the muddy reality of that entity they now call "Shimshon Stu Siegel." What if they find out that I still wish I was 16, sitting in my car on the side of some lonely road and listening to The Cure?

What the hell if?

Like usual, I don't know what to do with this blog.

But at least I've posted.

Enjoy the archives...


Anonymous said...

redneck aunt says,thanks for the new blogs and we would all like to be sixteen again for a short time and have fun,fun,fun and excitement but we all have to grow up at sometime and face reality,and you really know that.
You are maturing now and I'm proud to know you.Thanks for the advice.
The young can help the "older" at times.

Anonymous said...

Oh, man up and quit worrying about what will happen. You want to work with/for some crack ass who doesn't think you're funny? Maybe we need to refocus your life goals, son.
(friendly advice from the sass master...)

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